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Someone will be leaving you today.
You are good pals at work and she is the only one who’s been influenced by your poisoning.
Soon, she will bid you adieu.

Your ally will be gone in a few more hours and who else will you share your catty & nasty remarks/gossip with now?
Are you wondering if you both will continue to be buddies or will you both start to drift further apart as the days go by, when she finds her new circle of friends with similar topics to talk about, or when she gets busy with her own life?
No one will listen or react to your incessant and petty banter now, for they have seen what an egoistic, individualistic and selfish person you are.
But I doubt you will ever keep your bl**dy mouth shut, for you always have something to say (even when it’s just a Duh-uh).

You love having the last say in every conversation; you think that every comment you make is clever and witty. But you do not know too, how biting or insulting it is to other people.

Who are you to condemn the way they dress, talk and walk? Who are you to judge them by their appearance and by the ringtones they use? Before you start making these seemingly "clever" smart-alec comment, look at yourself in the mirror first. You are none the better than any of them. Perhaps worse.
For you think the whole world owes you a favour, and you deserve to get it back.

Hurting the people who care and love you (your family, especially), by being heartless and cold, answering in monosyllables or slamming down the phone.
Well, I must congratulate you for pissing people off and hurting the very ones who love you unconditionally (esp your poor old granny).
People like you are not appreciative and thankful for what you have till it’s all gone and there’s no way of going back in time to make amends.
But I think you will feel no remorse at all, but instead, will revel in glee and still be so cocky and full of yourself then.

But there’s also a silver lining. From being with you, I learned not to be so chummy with my colleagues (current and future). But I will be a good team mate, subordinate and co-worker. I will definitely do my part well, unlike you and your "I don’t care" airs. Yet, I will keep everyone at an arm’s length, a comfortable distance - we’re only there to work, no need to be overly buddy-buddy.

<<< As Nietzsche once said, "Love and pity are forms of hatred…" The world is empty, and life is in fact an unconscious state. People and people, people and the universe; people and matter, it is all like one big performance… Weeping,laughter, it is all the same. We have nothing in common, we share nothing. It is better to reject each other and get on with it. ~ The Superman, by Bing Xin >>>

I’ve said, the time will come, but I do not need to lift a finger to see that justice is done - to redeem the trouble and unhappiness you’ve caused me and for all the poisoning and for your insensitivity, lack of team spirit and ‘couldn’t care-less’ attitude. I told you before - Jangan disebabkan nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga. But you were doing just the opposite - by jeopardizing the team’s image and bringing negativity amongst us.

What goes around, comes around, Black-faced Ghost…
This is the day of reckoning for you.